wednesday sighcoo

27 months
2 years south america?
miss the familiar

Good to have you back
Pretend not to care (too close
To the end to fight)

tuesday

anxious drive down here
settled in new room bk
nervous for future

pretend somewhere else
is waiting for my entrance
destroy and create

haiku monday

hold out, go places
& move-in day tomorrow
idealistic peace

Pressure on so much
Ten percent wouldn't keep me
Life over money

sunday

Wait til you get home
Work, music, oh afternoon
Air.conditioner

up stairs down stairs, stare
install all day maxon mills
try again next week

saturday sighcoo

i'm so proud of you
my drawings in museum
i love you suzanne

Morning at kaity's
Family, packing, feeling free
You ARE important

friday haiku

new plan for new life
pity party is over
gotta keep moving

So I said farewell
Could feel big but it feels small
Pan out lives on deck

thursday

so i got the call
big disappointment sets in
didn't get the job

Big disappointment
It really isn't; it was
Always there: face it

wednesday sighcoo

there's long morning raine.
windows and keys in brooklyn.
worry of phone calls.

Glue asparagus
Sleep one hour on f train
Talk about nothing

tues haiku

this dull brain needs light
shake it up, turn it over
apply for a change

all day walk around
sun burnt shoulders classon ave.
and two big windows.

monday

let myself sleep more
draw worry walk through the day
thank g. for sunlight

up late rush still late
work til quarter to nine then
work some how dull.

sunday haiku

3 buckwheat pancakes.
i am coasting on a bike,
outside life, worry

travel to family
walk and talk about our lives
now and what they'll be

saturday

drive to pearl river
clean/organize studio
CL room/share search

Up with the feeling
Work work scrub, mop, wipe away
Music until four

friday haiku

i'm up with the rain
5am self-reliance
99 houses

This is real, life, now
Bone and base aint worth nothin'
If they don't support

thursday

Leaving so early
Met a hannah, same bright eyes
Distance not worth it

wake up to worry
(i want this job and that life)
lesson for first grade

wednesday highkoo

6- 15 wake- up
long day inside my thoughts in
the city. go home

How; another day
Flew by with featherbrain thoughts
Use it or lose it

tuesday

reach to two o'clock
drive both ways over hudson
call back, still wanted

Don't be so distant
Through echoes and reflections
Keep your vision clear

monday

interview jitters
8 people ask 10 questions
why get so nervous

Yes, please let's meet this
Wednesday at seven pm
And write poetry

How much til its gone
We drive down to new jersey
Sleep on the way back

sunday haiku

hi, hello bad tea
last day in carbondale
three hour car ride

Star at Jesus Christ
Timesheets, dishes, photographs
Hip to hip to hip

fri/sat

friday:

drive to cooley road
the round table for writing
2am lake swim

pennslyvania.
it is weird here, with family.
long night late dinner.

saturday:

the great hounidi.
three parts and many, many laughs.
drive around look look!

roll out of warm bed
stand in line, stand, stand in line
scream in the silo

thursday

being an artist
(saving my life making things)
work everyday

Soaked through to the bone
Feels so good (sopping wet feet)
New jersey then back

wednesday highkoo

go up the mountain
trout fishing america
first swim in big lake

manic mania
time to get out of this hole
shh don't talk no more

tuesday

feel mixed up, crazy
certainly don't aim to miss
the usual things

All day long I dream
Strong, still to be, to feel so
Endless, infinite

monday hachoo

day off! YES YES YES
with banjo, sunshine, Wingdale
start making houses

Asian invasion
Magnifying glass, locket
Back to the same old

sunday haiku

like old times one bed
walk/run around the city
art will go places

Seven oh seven
Pressure near the J/M/Z
Good news, job hunt

saturday

Pay off this month's debts
Part ways to garden on 10th
Tribal music trance

loud wake up morning
hello bk sunshine
art parties, plumbers

friday haiku

no bike day, cold room
glad to come to nyc
friends from all over

float through the day time
downtown to get work (flashback)
very good manners

thursday

email apartments
hoping to get this settled
none get back either

You know there's nothing
The most perfect day in years
Breathe in big, deep sky

wednesday highkoo

it is humid and
i think don't think twice, because
it's alright (all right)

If you are zoned out
All day long, how can you get
Them wheels to start up?

tuesday

all alone, my art
keep working in the sunny
day, it's worth it all.